She stared into the eyes of a dying man. And for the first time she saw something, veiled by all the pain and suffering he had recently suffered. Just a tiny glimpse….. the reason for all the pain he had and was enduring, the reason why there was a gaping wound at his side. And which left her speechless……
Yoshi was a dreamer, always had been since
childhood. He lived constantly in a world of dragons, castles, misty woodlands,
dangerous quests, treasure caves and all the rest of the fairytale clichés. He
also had a Princess, and he considered it his duty and honour in protecting her
body and soul. This protectiveness soon blossomed into a deep love.
However he
was so inadvertently shy, he could never really express himself properly to
Gina,his beloved Princess. And Gina, being a girl, remained oblivious to the
real intentions behind Yoshi’s protectiveness, and saw him as the doting elder
brother her own brother never could be.
The year, when Gina turned 18 and Yoshi 21,
was one of great events. The Satsuma-Choshu alliance was forged to restore
Japan to Imperial rule. The Tokugawa Shogunate realised that the time for it to
pass into history had slowly but surely arrived. At this point of time, Buddhism
and Shintoism were the two major religions of Japan. The seeds of Christianity
had been sowed three centuries earlier by St. Francis Xavier. Though they still
remained a niche community, they had grown in number enough to be taken into
account, by the time of the Meiji Restoration.
Gina’s days passed as unobtrusively as
possible in this time of great events. Only the hours spent with Yoshi did not
seem to be dull to her. Then came Jack Ichihiro and threw her serene world into
stormy turmoil.
She pushed
the strong, sinewy body away from her and leaned back on a tree-trunk. She was
breathless but felt exhilarated. It was her first kiss! Her honey-brown eyes
were swimming with unfathomable emotions, wanting but not daring to ask for
more. She looked at the handsomely arrogant face, and still couldn’t quite comprehend
the depth of the bottomless pit of emotions welling inside of her. The feelings
within her chest seemed alien, as if she had stolen them from someone else and
hidden them there. But they had injected her with some kind of adrenaline,
making her bolder, reckless. Sometimes dangerously so! Jack came close to her and ran a finger down
her cheek sending shivers down her spine. It had been two weeks since they had
first professed their mutual feelings, and had started meeting in secret. Even
Yoshi didn’t know about this, but she would tell him herself, soon….very
soon…..
It was almost sunset, and as the sunlight
filtered through the many leaves it gave everything a golden halo. Yoshi stood
on the edge of the clearing, waiting. She emerged from the darkening foliage,
like a forest nymph coming out of hiding. As she moved into the light, Yoshi
felt the breath catch in his chest, like always. But when he noticed another
figure rustling in the shrubbery, a dull throb started in his heart which
erupted in a raging volcano as Jack Ichihiro emerged into the gathering
twilight.
It had been three days since he had come to know about their affair,
two days since Jack’s sister was kidnapped and then found dead, with a
‘warning’ note around her neck, a single day since he had taken them to the
old, abandoned hut in the middle of the
forests some distance from town. He needed to act fast, Gina’s father would
have come to know about the hut by now, he himself had made sure of that. The plan
was to escape to the river, from where a boat would take them to the coast to a
ship setting sail for Korea. No sooner did the boat slip into the water, than
men burst through the trees, waving battle-axes and samurai swords. Without a
word Yoshi leaped to the shore slashed through the first wave. Before even the
onslaught could be registered, Yoshi was back in the boat rowing away in fury.
As the twilight gave way to darkness, they suddenly heard the silent swishing
of oars uncomfortably close by. Yoshi stood up to peer behind them, and an
arrow struck his left side. He collapsed lurching the boat off-balance.Gina
persuaded Jack to beach the boat, and they half-carried, half-dragged Yoshi
into the dense jungle. They weren’t far from the coast but with one of their
party unable to walk, the going was agonizingly slow. When they couldn’t carry
him any longer, they set Yoshi down against a tree. His breath had become
ragged, and a lot of blood had also flown from his body. Gina saw that the
arrowhead was still embedded in his side. With a mighty pull she tugged the
arrowhead free and then tried to staunch the fresh flow of blood with her small
delicate hands. The yellowing skin around the wound opening confirmed her fears
of the arrow being poisoned.
Jack was nowhere in sight, but Gina was too
preoccupied with Yoshi to even notice his absence. As she was tying a piece of
cloth torn from her own robe as bandage, Yoshi placed a bloody hand on her’s
and pulled her forward, “ If I can’t have you in my life, its not worth living
anymore…” he gasped. And before even realising what she was doing, she was
enveloped in a passionate kiss with him. Those new feelings and sensations that
were still young and raw in her threatened to burst their dams, but at that
moment Yoshi pushed her away. Gina continued to stare into Yoshi’s dark eyes,
swimming with emotions long suppressed, long unexpressed, true feelings of a
man whose heart had been broken beyond repair. She was too shocked to look
anything but dumbfounded. She remembered all the things Yoshi had done for her
all throughout their lives. And now understood, it wasn’t a simple friend or a
brother helping her out. The reasons went much, much deeper than she could have
ever imagined.
She sat there and let herself be immersed
deeper into those dark pools of untold promises and unsaid vows. Her reverie
was broken by the arrival of Jack, saying that they needed to hurry, the coast
wasn’t much farther nor were the men behind them. Jack helped Yoshi up and they
continued on their path. With Yoshi just managing to hobble behind, and Gina looking
forlorn.
It
was autumn and the pink blossoms were a-bloom!
The air was heavy with a sweet
fragrance. It helped to soothe their frayed nerves and mend their souls. But
they continued on, reluctantly. On reaching the coast, they saw a boat on the
shore waiting to take them onboard the ship floating in the distance. Jack got
into the boat first, Gina turned to Yoshi, wanting to say something but even
her eyes were unable to convey anything as she felt herself suddenly devoid of
any feeling. “I couldn’t be your lover,”, she whispered into Yoshi’s chest as
they hugged,” but I promise you’ll be the hero I tell my grandchildren about.........”
They
were on the boat, watching Yoshi fall behind. Suddenly from the forest edge,
out tumbled a mass of men, Yoshi fell upon them as a boulder and crushed them
all. He supported himself on his sword and tried to raise his hand in a final farewell.
Suddenly a man with a long bow emerged from the thickets, and let fly an arrow.
It whizzed though the air, burst through Yoshi’s bosom, and kept travelling
even after that. It cut through Gina’s long hair as she ducked, and she heard it
strike wood behind her. When she looked behind, Jack Ichihiro was pinned to the
mast, with the arrow through his neck……
Gina's elder brother looked on, with a mixture of utter sadness and elation, as the boat disappeared over the horizon and a blood-drenched sun set on the Age of The
Samurai in the Land of The Rising Sun……….